Hello~!

haha, back to my "hello"s it seems. Haha xD

today, had POA test. Not too bad, i guess. 0.o My CorrectionTape ran out =.=| What luck =.=| Haha xD Vic didn't come to school today and, yeah. i guess thats why it was so quiet in class...

P.E was...ok i guess. well, not much that happened today though.

This is what life being paranoid feels like. i never thought i'd have this kind of thinking but yes. i'm having this now. you may say i'm having depression. But i feel that, i just need some time to think alone and sort things out. This life of mine, Being in this school. did i make the right choice? why do i sometimes feel like it was so wrong. Yes, its true, i love my school, i love my friends. i DEFINITELY love my family. but why, just why do i feel like. i've been stabbed in the heart for more then a hundred times. No, NObody offended ANYONE. this was just some kind of a random thought. Just why do i live. Whats my purpose. Why do i have such thinking. Is this the pressure i get from various stuff. its hard to be lonely and hyper at the same time. But just why do i do it... I can't take this feeling: Of wanting to cry but i can't. this kind of feeling seriously sucks.

OK! haha xD i am having such a horrible time arguing with myself this few days. I have no idea why this is happening so...YEAH! xD! hhaha xD!! Waaaaaaaaaaaaah. its not helping to when i have so much stress and sstuff... WELL~! guess i'll have to endure through...