hey ppl... wah...today came back at 6.30...pro sia... reach home 6.45... =.=||| why? choir... haissh...i got into the SYF group...and somehow...i'm not happy neither am i sad... i wanted to be in the logistics not because i wanted to slack or anything... i wanted to serve in the logistics lah...but... haissh...

i was kinda ...i wont say emo... but was like...half crying??? hahaha... nothing would make me smile...even when i saw that i'm gonna sing 2 japanese [or was it one 0.o] SONgs!! oh yea!! now i'm happy...but when i saw it i was like...so? haha...

went for the interview / briefing on the japan exchange program... am sooo gonna go to miyazaki japan / Fukuoka!! when i pass the interview that is... and after i scringe alot to save for the trip...[am even cutting down my allowance from 10 to 6... fine i noe its alot...still...] soo...i really hope i could get in tgt with man xin,victoria and cheryl! cherie... dont fret ok =] u will have plenty of chances =] hehehe... when u go i'll come wif u...if possible 0.o...haha... soo sad... =[...

rite... exams are gonna come in approximately 8 weeks time. am i prepared? HAissh... MS.MATHS AH!!! LET ME PASS U CAN?!?! haissh.. MS.SCIENCE ALSO...AHHH.... not that worried for the others... but still must prepare... BE VERY PREPARED...haissh... how? =.=||| hope i can cope sia... its gonna be soo tiring...XD haissh...so i figure...since i have to stay back so many days, and that exams are coming...i'm gonna control myself from touching the comp...other then to listen music... yea... so...i mite not be able to come online for about 8 weeks...other then from...weekends?? most probably wed also...yea

u noe... alot of things happen...like ytd...i 'kissed' the bus roof with my head when i was gonna sit down... guess wad... was so like.. like one big "BANG!" followed by "AHHHH...!! PAIN SIA!!!" XD...heheh...but i think...i'm not gonna do so much if not really turn into an essay... haha...

was readign some blog post ytd also...noticed that from the very first post until now...i changed alot... u realised? i donno...i noe that ppl change but...how can one change soo much that its almost not like himself or herself... wow...the wonders of man =.=|| i'm not exactly referring to anyone here...am talking about us being as humans... like...u see from young...lets say... A pri. 1 kid...and a sec 1 kid... the difference is definitely there... its impossible to LOVE barbie dolls at the age of sec 1 correct?? maybe we still play with them but its like...weird isnt it? like...we teenagers are all about i donno... haha... more mature 0.o?? randomness, craziness,problems started pouring in...maybe because expectations have gotten higher, we tend to look at things differently now... like.. for example... u see like...a simple arguement... can become something sooo big that the whole class / the whole school will noe... 0.o??

dont get it? nvm...HEHE...

well, i guess thats all i'm gonna post... i'm just gonna stop here... cause there's too much later on...

Byebye =]

oh ya...pris...u nvr see my blog now hor...still considering whether i should put ur name again sia... reply abit lah!!